I find it though to imagine how I could even be back to volunteer at Fulmine’s essay service. :( And honestly, I wonder how my parents could even think I have done a mistake by giving up, or that that would have harmed my future career somehow.
First off, it was a volunteer activity; I wasn’t paid to proofread essays or tutor students, nor I was given any big money for writing essays to file in the Robocity Library. Secondly, I only have so much time a day, I have ongoing graduation exams at school (yes, they’re tough!), Leadership duties and a baby on the way. No, I don’t think Selenia would ever forgive me if I were to neglect her and our boy-to-be for a bunch of papers. -.-” But that’s obvious, isn’t it?
Nightbird agrees with me to a certain extent; she recognizes the need to have some time off duties to dedicate to myself and my family, but dad… well, you know the type. He throws a fit at every smallest thing, you can only imagine what he’ll do in a situation like this when he’s convinced to be in the right. Oh well… I have enough of his ‘tantrums’. I won’t listen. ;) Hehe.
Dad’s mental and emotional health has improved over the years, but he tends to be violent of his own, so some things will probably never change. But he makes an effort to stay in the stability range, at least. Nightbird helps him as she can; my siblings and I do, too. There’s one thing that left me with bitter taste in my mouth, though: my brother Scourge is showing some of the same symptoms as dad. :( That’s serious, and I already asked Dr. Firebot to visit my little brother. Hopefully it’s not going to be as serious as my dad’s condition. *sigh*
Well, I’m off to run errands now. :) Have a pleasant day, my sweet readers!
